Road Trip

Recently after completing the Hallmark Institute of Photography my soul needed a fresh breath of air. You know that itch you get when its winter and you have barely gone outside unless you had to. Or if its 100% out with 110% humidity like today. I get that itch. I prob give myself the opportunity to scratch it more than others. But life is way too short. 

So with some pennies and a tent my dear friend Liz and I set out on a journey. Started with this dream of exploring the upper states. We chatted about it and forgot about it. Until our friend Danielle rang with an offer of a beer fest in Burlington VT. Free ticket~~~ And thats all we needed. Free beer. LOL. So we packed. Well, better yet I packed. I am like a Mom. I have to be ready for anything. Camping, warm, cold, wet, dry, swimming, hell I could have done massages and photo shoots. Let's just say the car was packed and we were off! 

What started in VT led us to Montreal, NH White Mountains and ending our days in Maine. Liz is from El Paso Texas and had not explored our dear northern mountains. It was a blast watching her gaze at the fresh springs, waterfalls, Mt Washington and attempting to put up a tent. 

What I didn't know that I would see was pieces of me. She was a mirror for that week. To see the good and the good intentions. Some say I can be a bit abrasive. Liz accepts me for me, strong willed, opinionated, OCD, and lovable. It was the first time I had actually felt accepted and not afraid to be me. Afraid to be judged by my thoughts. She allowed me to say what was on my mind and offered it with so much love. Was nice to let down my brick walls...as it seemed like eternity since I was able to do that. 

With this new awareness I took some time to accept me for me. Forgive myself. Love myself. And just be. 

I thank you Liz...and of course I love you, Jesus. :)

I hope that everyone has someone like that in your life.  

Top of the world with Liz

Claire Rosen

What an experience! Claire took out all the stops. Here I was thinking that my spiritual and healing background would be a challenge to blend together. But alas someone who has shined a light down that path. A path that I didn't think I had 'time' for.  A path I thought had to live in different boxes.  Claire was grounded, strong, articulate and well balanced.  To see someone else feed their creative self with similar practices of meditation, intuitive senses, and spiritual practices brought a fresh vibe into my work. 

Phase 4 has started and I hope to build my mood boards and fully set up all 24 images with passion, determination, plans, and casting all on point.  Not to mention with mediation and patience as my grounding. This is the final run and I am confident that I will have an amazing portfolio.  

Breaking out into the world

As some whom know me best would understand when I put my heart into something I just don't stop. Going to school at the Hallmark Institute was one of those things. 

When I had a moment in time where I had to decide on my next chapter of life and the sign was loud and bright. I jumped. All in. Head first. I stumbled, prayed, begged, and worked really hard to get here. 

And now its almost done. Only a few months away from going back into the world to continue this book of life with a whole new chapter. A chapter where I am confident with my camera gear! And still learning how to grow in my craft. Training my eye to see...to master this thing we love of light. To sculpt it and form it. So others can be a part of what I see. 

One of the biggest struggles hasn't been to take a picture but to be confident that I am worth the investment one makes when choosing a photographer. To teach my family, clients and friends just how much value is in taking the picture. Cause its more than that. Some think that the camera does all the good work, even tho it does some pretty bad work too.  

 

I hope to grow as an artist that you value and will proudly put my work on your wall.